Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Word vomit.

Today was one of those days where everything I said I just wanted to take back the minute I said it.
Then that feeling when you are around people, even people you love, and yet you just feel so lonely and misunderstood... Yeah I had that a lot today too.
And that feeling that you know exactly what your ideal personality and lifestyle is, but you just don't live it because its inconvenient... Felt that too.
Then there's that feeling of loving your inner and outer self and every moment of your hectic, stressful life, and yet, knowing in the back of your mind that its all just one big HUGE freaking distraction that is keeping you from your higher, more noble potential.
I guess it was just kind of a day full of cliches. I hate myself for things sometimes.

Weird mood.


Britter OUT.

The next 30 days.

Day 01 – Introduce yourself with pictures and words

Day 02 – Your first love

Day 03 – Your parents

Day 04 – Something you crave a lot

Day 05 – Your definition of love

Day 06 –Where will you be in a year

Day 07 – Your best friend

Day 08 – A moment

Day 09 – Your beliefs

Day 10 –  The town you live in

Day 11 – Your siblings

Day 12 – What’s in your bag

Day 13 – This week

Day 14 – What you wore today

Day 15 – Your dreams

Day 16 – Your first kiss

Day 17 – Your favorite memory

Day 18 – Your favorite birthday

Day 19 – Something you regret

Day 20 – This month

Day 21 –Picture of you two years ago

Day 22 – Something that upsets you

Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better

Day 24 – Something that makes you cry

Day 25 – A first

Day 26 – Your fears

Day 27 – Your favorite place

Day 28 – Something that you miss

Day 29 – Your aspirations

Day 30 – One last moment


Britter OUT.

Suddenly I See

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me



Britter OUT.